Many Shades of Grey

My life is many shades of grey... I'm half sunshine half cloud gloom, but you always notice when I enter a room. I'm half passive half protest. Half moving on half in regret. Half sinner half repenter. Half realist half dreamer. Half crazy half sane. Half flamboyant half plain. Half not enough half more than plenty... Half disciplined half defiant. Half dependent half self reliant. Half perfection half flawed. Half refined half raw. Half clumsy half grace. Half above water half sinkin...but always thinking.... Why does it seem like a necessity for people to try to define me? Half of what you all think of me deeply affects me...the other half..doesnt phase me, because I'm just AMAZING!